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Paddyeahh

I bleed, sir, but not killed
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Two years since I last wrote here.

This has been a wonderful time.

I've met amazing people, seen amazing art, being inspired doing art myself.

But Paddyeahh won't come back. Perhaps the woman behind her, in the future, but this account belongs to a different time in my life, an era that ended.

People have probably forgotten about me, but still; thank you, everyone. The years I was active were wonderful.
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Still v. busy. Not dead at all. Will come back later.
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Busy as bloody hell with my novel.
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100

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I'm a bit passive right now. Working with my novel.

100 pages. Today I reached 100 pages.

I want to dance around in wild rapture, but I think I'll celebrate in a more civilized way. Like opening a bottle of wine when meeting my family tomorrow.

It's nothing, yet it is... one hundred pages.
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YOUR BOY SIDE

[ ] you wear hoodies
[ ] you wear jeans
[ ] dogs are better then cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt
[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck (no, bad movies suck!)
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you own a Wii
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be/ is obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch/watched early morning cartoons (Sometimes when I was a little lass, but then I got too lazy to get up early)
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have played sport at a state level
[x] you used to/do collect collector trading cards (Pokémon when I was a child- but mostly because the little monsters were so cute)
[ ] you have worn baggy sweatpants
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors (I love all colours! My number one favourite colour isn't here, it's orange, but I love green, I like silver jewelry and I often wear black clothes because black is classy and goes with everything)
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think (I'm 70% calm and collected and 30% so crazy that I amaze/amuse myself)
[ ] sports are fun (Tooooo lazy to enjoy them)
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on (Never!! I don't like wearing socks, it's only comfortable when it's really, really cold. And I can't sleep with lots of clothes on- I can't stand being to warm at night.)
[x] you have fished at least once (My dad took me fishing a few times when I was 4-5 years old. We fished garfish, but to my disappointment I never caught any, I haven't caught a single fish in my life. But now I couldn't go fishing, if I was to catch a fish I would just feel bad and release it again, I wouldn't want any blood on my hands- figuratively and literally speaking)
TOTAL= 4


YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you love to shop (I love it far too much, at times it becomes an addiction)
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink (Earlier, in periods, I wore it a lot, not as much now but I still like and wear the colour- I have some pink knitted hats and a pink beret, some pink clothes, some pink jewelry, I love having pink nails...)
[x] you go to your mom for advice (Yes, sometimes I do it in an almost compulsive way- and I can't lie about or ignore to tell her about mishaps and mistakes I feel bad or ashamed about, believe me, I've tried but the truth always comes up... she knows about all those times in my teens when I was worried and thought I was pregnant, she knows about all those times when I've worried about really stupid stuff, she knows when I've been wasting too much money or about those periods when I've been drinking too much... or about that time when... *shuts up* And I almost always feel even more ashamed after telling her, but I can't help it)
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport (Well, yes, I would call it some kind of a sport... But I live in Sweden, what do I know, cheerleading as a phenomenon is extremely unusual here)
[ ] you hate wearing the color black (Nooooo! I love wearing the colour black!)
[x] you like going to town
[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures (Yes! And what I like even better is to give manicures to myself and others!)
[x] you like wearing jewelery (I love it! I buy far too much jewelry and on top of that I create a lot of jewelry as well. And I feel naked when I'm not wearing any. I prefer to wear a necklace- or two-, one or a few bracelets, earrings and gladly one or a few rings daily)
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook (I did not, but I rarely cry when I watch movies. I felt happy, it was a cute and romantic story with a sentimental- in a good way- ending. I don't watch that kind of romantic movies often, I watched it with a friend who suggested it for one of our "wine and movie-nights". We use to decide different themes for the movies we'll watch, and that time she decided that we were to watch "a romantic sob story/melodrama". I think she needed it- she's still traumatised after the night I showed her Taxidermia...)
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe (I love skirts, I wear them almost daily because generally I'm not really fond of wearing trousers. I absolutely prefer skirts or dresses)
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies (I wish it wasn't. It's bad as hell for the economy!)
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars (I've seen a few, I didn't like nor dislike them- they're just not my kind of movies)
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics (Hahaha, that would be something to behold...)
[/] it takes you around a half an hour to shower (Often it just takes about five to ten minutes or so, but I often feel cold, and when I do I can stand in the shower for a long time because I don't want to leave the nice, warm water...)
[/] you smile a lot more than you should (Sometimes I smile to people who doesn't deserve it; for example I often find it hard to show when I feel bothered by someone or something)
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes (I live in a country where the wearther is moody as hell. Also I'm bad at getting rid of shoes I don't use anymore. And I just realised I find it rather fun to buy shoes- to my huge surprise!)
[x] sometimes you care about what you look like
[x] you like wearing dresses sometimes (Not sometimes, often!)
[x] you like wearing body spray (Yes! But I wear perfume/edt more often)
[x] you wear high heel shoes (At times- to my huge surprise!)
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid (Yes, but the main reason I wanted dolls was because I found them pretty, they were more decorations than toys)
[x] you have put makeup on others (I absolutely love it... I love makeup. It would be fun to be a makeup artist, but... no, the education is expensive and I'm afraid it would be hard to find a job)
[/] you like being the star of almost everything (Sometimes I want to be the star, sometimes I want to be invisible)
[x] you love shoe shopping (Never thought I would start doing that!)
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors (Well, I love every colour, but pink is absolutely great, I love hot pink and cerise)
TOTAL= 21,5
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